Friday 8 April 2011

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MY UNDYING LOVE

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MY UNDYING LOVE
I cannot stands out against the love I have for you.
You leave no choice to play the action of my words.
Illustrating the sounds not yet spoken.
With meaning and solidarity.
Suppressing my thoughts to carry my feelings.
I wouldn’t lay a hand on you self-interestedly.
I beat two hearts that’s not connected.
It’s strong in its rare outline.
Showing deep passion with one stroke.
Writing down the unseen emotions.
Leaving no lines to read between.
I read to you the letters from my soul’s heart.
I cannot read the letters from my body’s mind.
It may mean the same things but say things differently.
Purely on the purity of my soul.

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Monday 4 April 2011

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MEDITATING WITH GOD

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MEDITATING WITH GOD
As I baptize my mind and practice quietness of my thoughts.
Rejuvenating my mind to that holiness,
Directing my thoughts to listen to gods words.
Grabbing happiness along the way of reconciliation,  
Perceiving gentleness of his voice, an uplifting radiance from his words that taps on my ear.
That stillness of inner peace moves me to a quiet deserted sunny beach.
Listening to the seashells of the gentle echoes of the waves.
There are vibrant colours flourishing in the sun, symbolizing the approval of god.
Drifting to sleep I feel the warmness of the presences of him seated beside me.
As i gently awake, I see the words I love you printed in the sand.

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DYING AWAY WITH YOU

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DYING AWAY WITH YOU
I talk to no one but bones and my echoes.
I need you to console me please.

You've listen to my cries beyond the grave.
I’m lost in this world without you.
Bruising my knees in grievance. 
Cut with a knife with your blade.
Why did you have to leave me?
Cursing me is the absence of your presence.
So comfort me please.

I hear your distant voice in my mind.
Fading away as I realized you were ripped away from my life.
I dream to hear your sweetest voice and I feel you’re warmest enfold.
I’m tired to be awoken up by my sobbing.
Can you hold me please?

I lived for one reason and that reason was you.
Nothing seems to matter anymore.
Wind blowing in hope to believe it’s you.
Returning to me in spirit.
I search for you but you neglect me.
Impairing me now then you know.
Take me with you please.

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LIKE NOT TO LOVE BUT TO KNOCK ME DOWN

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LIKE NOT TO LOVE BUT TO KNOCK ME DOWN
Starvation doesn’t touch me; I’m supplied with the love from my words.
They don’t love me for me; they love me for my thinking and the way I do things.
Loving me for all the wrong reasons, I’m touched by the gentle hand of my spirit.
Know I and you’ll embrace my love; i was born for you to love me.
You scream my name, grab my clothes and take my pictures.
I’m haunted by your screams, I repaired the clothes you ripped and took back my pictures.
Loved by so many but yet the lonesomeness soothes me, used by the companion which doesn’t exist.
Challenging to discover the true of someone’s heart and not tainted by my fame.
I hold my back strong to carry the weight of my shoulders, I grew a thick skin so I can endure your critism, and I filtered my eyes so my tears are purified.
I thought I was built for this, too sorry to go through the tunnel of illustriousness.   
The spot light burns my eyes, blisters my heart, riddles my mind, leaves crying in hidden.
I wanted to be nothing else now I’m broken down in-between the walls in quiet.
Shhh in pain, shhh in sadness, shhhh insanity but be loud in beauty, be loud passionately.
To be kicked when I’m down and to pull me down when I am up.
I can’t do no wrong and try to do right in myself but still pulled down in jealousy.
Tried to ruin my name from the lies they tell, the stories that only happened in their mind.
They don’t care for my wellbeing until I run in the arms of death.

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MY HUNGER TRAINSFORMS ME

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MY HUNGER TRAINSFORMS ME
In the deepest corners of my stomach lives hunger, my hunger that divides me from satisfied men.
Knocking through the thick layers of the dwelling wherever my hunger settled, losing my satisfaction along the corridor to a banquet of many dreams.
Nourishing on unfilled bones of destiny, leaving me yearning for the taste of achievement
Craving for transformation, licking my lips for hope and opportunity.
Baffled with the bareness of my skills, I push aside my failures and bring fourth my success.
Seeking the truth from my heart, hearing the calling of my instructions from my unused gifts. 
Indulged in the comfort of my comeuppance, the thoughts that get me moving, Touching me is the unconscious memories of my future.
Climbing up the mountain of uphill struggle, pulling my legs is haters, I see the hatred in their eyes, I laugh in their abhorrence.
I've written success over a million times wishing for it to jump into my reality, splashed and slapped in the face by the ink of disappointment.
Now it’s structured in the hands of my intelligence, molded in the hands of my understanding, blessed in the hands of god, sealed in the hands of secrecy, duplicated in the hands of my dreams and loved in the hands of my admirers.

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THANKING GOD IN MEDITATION

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THANKING GOD IN MEDITATION
God help me to meditate with you.
Guide me through the stages of relaxing my inner thinking.
Hold my hands and travel with me lord.
Redeem me from my chaotic thoughts.

I’m here because, you called on me.
I hear your heart with your prayers.
I’m here to guide you to the peace in your heart.
And focus that peace to your mind.
Take my hand and come with me.
You’re sitting in a tranquil meditation position undisturbed by others.  
I will guide you to the meditation session.
Think of my words, hear nothing and close your eyes, 
Relax your mind and breathe gently.
And glorify my name.

I give thanks to you god for the breath i take, the extraordinary pair of lungs that is a genuine blessing.
I thank you god for awaken my mind to the possibilities.
I thank you god for the water, you cleansed me with and for every second i pray. unconsciously thanking you.
You are praiseworthy; i honour you for taking me through life journey.
I thank you god for this food i am about to receive and making my journey to work safe.
Making my day a pleasant,  
Thank you god for bringing me home safe to my delightful and precious children.
I thank you god for this accommodation the place i can lay my head and give praise to you amen.

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